I want to kiss you

But I don’t know if I ever will

The way you hold me, cradle me in your arms

I can tell

You were there

You wanted to be there with me

You enjoyed having me in your arms

I felt wanted

I felt you wanted me

To be there with me

I still remember your touch

Your gaze

Your smile

Your soul

So light

So bright

So kind

So caring

I want to be with that forever

I want to feel that forever

But you are not here

Your body is not near

What am I to do?

What am I to do

without you?

I can’t do this alone

Please don’t leave me alone

I’m fragile and weak,

Sore and afraid

It hurts when you’re away

It hurts that you’re not here

What am I to do?

What am I to do?

I love you

Don’t I?

Don’t I?

This is love right?

I love you right?

Why isn’t this enough?

Why is this not enough?

You are not here anymore

Is it because you want to be there?

There when you held me?

There when you were there for me?

But not here when you can’t?

Not here where you can’t?

Because you can’t?

You can’t

You can’t

You can’t be here right now

You’re not here right now

That is fine

That is fine

I understand

Because I was there too

Instead of here

Being here

And here

is just fine

2/23/19

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